Life Goes On in 2006

Yea hey sorry I haven't written in here for sooo long! I kind of forgot that I had this. Anyways, a lot has happened since I wrote last I guess. Since then, I had broken up with the guy I loved very dearly from Green Bay, Danny. I had started working at the Timber Rattlers Baseball Stadium here in Appleton and now living here for good. I'm living here with my friend Amanda..and the crazy thing is, I am turning 20 on the 9th. I don't even feel that old!

I was kind of hoping to have a boyfriend through my 20th birthday, but oh well.

Anytways, this past weekend was interesting. On Saturday the 1st, my lovely cousin Mandy got married. She was loooking soo gourgeous! That was down in Kiel and the reception was in Elkhart Lake. I have some pics up on my MYSPACE and FACEBOOK...it was fun!

And then my parents, my sister kelli, her husband scott and their two kids Drew and Brent, and my sister Terri and her husband Chad, and then me and my friend Kendra went up to the cottage. What a nice 1 hour 45 min drive! Especially on the hung over side of things haha. But it was fun.. except for the time that I got my whole body burnt..which was alright because now I have color haha. IT was fun, and then Monday Kendra and I left in the afternoon and almost got lost..well, we did get lost somewhat and then I found my way back to get directions home. Oops! But now I'm working Friday and Saturday, celebrating my birthday on Sunday, and then working again I think on MOnday and then Tuesday. It will be fun!

I'm going back out with Danny..yippy

Dude this is werird..I'm really getting pissed off at my boyfriend Danny, well, my ex boyfriend now. I just let him a message through email and what not tellin him that i was going to break up with him. He is just a fucking butt. I don't know...

Wow, yea I know I haven't written in here for a while. I have been busy with school lately and hanging with friends. Since I last wrote in here, I have gotten a boyfriend, Danny from GB. He is a great sweetheart but can be a real pain in the butt sometimes. Anyways, I am hoping to get together with him this weekend..but I'm not sure and I haven't heard from him yet. Oh well. And now its raining outside, so I ended up cleaning my house and doing dishes..now its gonna be clean for like the weekend or something lol...oh well!

Plans are in the air...going to Indiana or staying in Wisconsin? Well, at least my cousin Peter is gonna have some fun...he's going to LA leaving tonight and comin back Thursday morning for La Crosse Tourneys. Lucky bastard! I wish I could go w/ him

Wow this week was just freaking hell. And right before Spring Break to! What is up w/ that? Well, at least when I took a short road trip just south of Fondy I was able to meet up with my friend Seth, who is apart of one of the old bands I was in. Gotta love that guy! Well, he got me a new truck. A 2000 Chevy Silverado...but I told him to keep it down by him so we can work on it over the summer and then go off roading.

But the sad part of it is, my 2 best friends Adam and Treyy, who I was dearly close to the past 6 years or so died in a freakishly weird happening car accident on the 6th..Monday. It was soo sad! Went to Adam's funeral last night and Treyy's earlier today. Mann!

All I have to say is, I will love you guys forever and will always be in my heart!

God Bless you Adam and Treyy 3-6-2006

Yea last night was interesting. I was looking over my Economic homework and the review for the test we have today last night and suddenly there were red and white lights. I looked out my window and saw there were two fire trucks and an ambulance. And the weird but yet interesting and ironic thing was...it was in the apartment building that is right across from where I used to live and also three buildings down from where I live now. If there weren't the trees in between my window and where it was I would of been able to see it haha. OH well

Finally! It is the weekend...I called up Danny to see if (1) his phone was on so I could catch him and (2) to see if he wanted to do something this weekend...yea his phone was off and his voicemail said he would be either at work, in Mexico or in jail...wtf is up w/ that?! IF he is in Mexico, well...he honestly would of called me and (litereally would of) asked me if I would wanted to come...and if he is in jail hell I'm gonna bail him out lol...what a nice start to the weekend I say...plus then again I'm gonna probably be partying all weeeknd for Mardi Gras...oohhrraahhh!

Just seeing how this weekend was...and that i lost my job simply becuase of being sick with food poisioning and the flu...i feel a hell of a lot btteer..but i gotta be here by 6:30 tomorrow mornign...thats not going to happen! oh well.

Man this totally sucks. I was driving back from playing a football game in Kakauna to check emails before I head up to Green Bay..and suddenly my heater doesn't want to blow hot air...only cool/cold air. And I'm suppose to drive up to go to a movie with Danny tonight? Good god...I just hope he'll let me stay there! Let alone my car died on me this morning while going to school at 8 am haha.

FUCKING SNOW IS COMING FINALLY!!! WHAT IS UP WITH THIS HUH??? OH WELL AT LEAST WE DON'T HAVE ANY CLASSES AND SCHOOL THIS AFTERNOON! TIME TO DO SOME SHIT WHEELERS...OH YEA

Man this week was the week from hell. People are agreeing with me on this all the way! I mean, Monday was alright and that was the only "normal" day persay that I had. Come Tuesday, with Pan Asian week in Restaurant Operations, it all went down hill from there. During the open hours I literally was busting my ass on trying to get everythign prepped for the next day. Not happening! Wednesday comes along, I ended up boiling over coconut milk and chicken stock (a mixture) for the start of making soup. Then I was put on watching buffet and that went all to hell. Then, after class I called up my best friend Sean. He called back, seeing that he was busy and that he ended up having bad news. He called me back crying, which he rarely does. His older brother Matt, who was only 23, got killed in a car accident during the day Wednesday going to school. Then yesterday, all depressed and what not (which I admit I'm better today), we had Pre-Critique for here at the Tech...which really brings out what we are doing as different teams for Cultural Cuisine. Yea...me, Heather and Mark totally goofed up on what we were saying and once we stepped out of the room we busted out laughing and me and Heather fell over in laughter. Then last night I ended up going to Madison with a cousin to visit my cousin Tommy in the hospital. He also got in a car accident during the day yesterday to! What the hell...and now I got an email from my friend Danny for hanging out this weekend. Woot Woot...maybe something will happen there!

Yea well its Monday, my neck hurts like a mother and it is snowing out. Again. And then I was reading the Sheboygan Press online and it shows that there was a drug bust in Sheboygan! Surprise surprise...NOT lol. Anyways, work on Saturday was alright...me, Tom and Jesse were about to walk out in the middle of lunch and smoke some pot (litereally) and then we would fell a hell of a lot better...but did we? Nope...mainly because Mike, the boss came in as we were planning on leaving and have other workers take out place for 20 minutes lol. Oh well. Anyways, then yesterday I attempted to clean out my car but it rained so I just did laundry. Wow what a great 3 hour time period!

Well, this was a great afternoon n' night. Tonight was the first night we opened up the restaurant here at school, wonderful Ione's and it went better than I had originially planned. I totally forgot that I was going to be the pastry chef where I would just make desserts and what not, and let me tell ya, making that Ricotta cheesecake wasn't easy lol. But all in all, with Derek's help in the bake shop it was just grand. Of course, we had too much fun making a mess more than makin the food lol. Then I figured out that I cut myself and that my thumb on my right hand hurts like a mofo from x-mas yet...its great!

This is f-bombed up! I talk to a dude that I graduated w/ from Sheb North, Jack Schepp and now I just reunited myself with Brad Jeske, Schepp's best friend. YIKES!!!

Man I just had one of the most interesting weekends in a loonngg time. Anyways, Friday I went grocery shopping with Amanda at Wally World; first we went to Barnes N' Noble to check out this book and Shane, gotta love him, called me and I talked to him for a lil while while in B n N and he started singing. And mind you, before I get my ass kicked, he doesn't have the best of voice but he is just an interesting singer. He was going to the liqour store for some alcohol for him and our friend Heather for that night. My phone was loud enough and Amanda was close enough she listened in and we were just laughing. IT was great. Anyways, then later that night I was oppting to take a pregnancy test because I wasn't too sure if I was pregnant or not. But I decided to wait until Sunday until after I told Shane. I told him that I had slept with another guy, before me and Shane obviously started going out, and that I wasn't sure if I was pregnant or not and that yea ...so I took it while having Shane on the phone, waited and then the results came. I'M NOT PREGNANT!! I'm so happy. Then yesterday night I had a lil mini crisis that I admit that I went crazy enough to attempt suicide. I had tried calling some of my closest friends up but the only one(s) I could get were Shane and Heather on Shane's phone. I talked to Shane a lil bit, then let him go...my phone shut off for a short time for some f-bombed up reason, Heather called back and then we ended up talking for almost 2 hours last night about odds n' ends and life; and on how she was just making sure that I wouldn't break Shanes heart and what not...and I told her off hand that that would be the last thing I would do is break his heart. I had my heart broken too many times for that. Anyways I'm so glad...life is good!

Why can't I pick up a boyfriend lol...I can pick up f**kin f**k buddies but nooooo lol...WTF

Well, it was the longest most boring day I could probably ever say...man sitting in that freaking Restuarant Operations class from 1:30 this afternoon until shortly before 6 pm, going over the syllabus and what not...yea does that sound interesting?! I think not lol...and tomorrow we are having this wine tasting thing which I think will be pretty sweet...and its my only class tomorrow so I'm glad! Anyways, I am so tired...might go work out for a lil bit yet later tonight but not sure. I'm just glad the first day back is done...and I'm also glad that Nikki had fun back here to lol.

Man this x-mas break went so fast it is kind of crazy! Then again, I've been on the go pretty much since December 20th when I got out of class. I went to Sheboygan, then to Madison for a few hours then down to Chicago for football and street hockey. Sent myself and a friend to the hospital two days in a row down there. Then came back up to Sheboygan for Christmas eve and day with the family and then played basketball with some relatives on the 26th, then again sent my cousin Nick and myself to the hospital...yes ladies and germs, I sent myself to the hospital three times in five days. Then I ended up going to the UP for a day with a friend...he "kidnapped" me lol...and it was interesting. Then I got a disturbing phone call this past Thursday from my best friend Brendon's cousin Treena saying that Brendon and his girlfriend Trisha got into a really bad car accident and the car flipped over three times and landed upside down...and as of right now Brendon was doing better, then now is going further down and isn't doing too good anymore. And Trisha is still in a coma...And then I worked all weekend...this is really classified as my only day of break. Oh well!

Yea wow it has been a while since I had written in here...pretty much since school ended for the semester. Man that semester was intresting, failing 2 classes by just a few points...but yet it was a lot of fun. I ended up with a few Bs and a couple Cs. Anyways, man my winter break is quite interesting..but yet it is coming to a sad quick end. Me and my cousin Nick ended up sending each other to the hospital, with the help of our cousin David and his fiance Laura driving up to the emergency room. Every year my family plays basketball for a few hours before we all go house hoppping (round robin) and well, as Nick and I were playing the very first game against each other, I flipped over my own 2 feet and pulled a few muscles in my left knee, put a big bruise on my right leg from my ass cheek to the back of my knee and severly sprained my right wrist. Nick did the same thing, except he ended up breaking his right wrist in 3 places and his thumb in 2 places. We literally both looked like we were on our death beds. IT WAS GREAT!!